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Yes, I did kill to earn money but after earning enough to live a comfortable life, I
started doing it to feel that sadistic satisfaction as it weaponized my pain.

My brain was tightening me with more chains and the chains became heavier and
heaviest, forcing me to stop. Stop. I should stop now and find the families of my
victims and help them in some way.
It’s time I changed.
The chains seemed to be unravelling and freeingme fromthe prison that it had
containedme in. And then I felt myself getting up and I could finally feel myself and I
wiggled my fingers and moved my legs. I got up and found myself in a whitewashed
hospital room where I sat down and smiled at the view I got fromthe window
outside which overlooked the skyscrapers.
“It’s time I changed,” and I smiled.

-Jennelle Fernando